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A heart with an A in it will always remind me of my dad. My sisters and I are going to get that tattooed on us in memory of our father. Well I was always going to get it done even if he didn’t pass & I just told them I was going to get that as my next one. I have another tattoo that is the same as my dads. He has on his chest but I put mine on my back because he always has my back :)
Tonight, my bf and I got into another fight about his drinking issues and so I cried to my dad and vented. It was nice to vent but then I realized my dad isn’t here anymore. And I layed there, crying. wishing he was here with us.
I wish I would of been more patient with him, especialy that he was getting older but I didn’t know he was going to leave us so soon. I have all these regrets right now and feelings of being selfish. I guess I just wish I was there more.. especially for him. He was handicapped and needed to be taken care of. I wish I would of just stayed in Phoenix.
Now its too late. All I can wish for is to just remember all the wonderful memories I had with dad, and to make him a proud proud father.
RIP Dad. I love you and miss you so much.
